Sunday, May 01, 2005

RIDICULOUS
Today was a really, really, really, REALLY long day. Imagine this:
- I woke up at 5 in the morning to prepare for my exam.
- Left the house at 6. Arrived at CSB 6:45. Test started at 7:30. Finished at 11.
- The bus that I was on ON the way home experienced a major traffic jam. Imagine I fell asleep at this certain place and woke up about 30 minutes later STILL on the same place.

Well it was still short, compared to what I encountered just a few hours ago. I was helping out at our resto's catering service to this social gathering near our place. We have been catering for the said event for the past 3 years or so. So far this year's was the longest night I had so far. [I was supposed to whine about a lot of things here. But my brain's processing controls are almost down to zero power. But anyway...] Just imagine this. In the morning your brain cells were at their darndest best answering an entrance exam. When evening came, you do the physical work this time [physical meaning get this-get that], plus a little thinking [I was giving change to those people buying stuff in our "stall"]. This is the sad part. We were serving about 15 people all at the same time.

Did I even make any sense? I'm sorry. I'm almost out. Literally.

CSB entrance exam went on fine. Just didn't finish part I and part VI but I think I'll be ok.

In other "happy" news, its my cousin's birthday today. I'm still thinking about sending her a text message for she is in the states having a "well-deserved" vacation [lucky her, she is out of hell for 3 weeks]. Happy birthday tseh!

Before wrapping this thing up and calling it a day, I've been thinking about this for the past couple of days [well actually since the day I finished reading "Message in a Bottle"].

Why do we have to fall deeply in love with a person that is not really destined to be yours? Why do we have to suffer like this when we could have avoided it from the start? If you love one another and you think she's the one you want to spend the rest of your life with, that's destiny. But if you're waiting for the person that is destined for you, that's not love. That's torture. Maybe the reason why God won't let me in a serious relationship is the one destined for me is still out there. But maybe, just maybe, I've been looking at her all the while. And maybe she's the one that's not looking. If you would only look... Just try looking at my direction and I promise I'll never let you out of my sight again. That's a promise.

Whoa. That was long.

Peace out!

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home