QUOTE
"Success is not final, failure is not fatal: its the courage to continue that counts." - Sir Winston Churchill
I used to believe in this quote. But now, I don't really know. I'm REALLY contemplating on going to CSB. I don't know if its just because of my low grades and pride or I'm already sick and tired of comsci.
A few days ago, it was only "I think I lack motivation". Now, I don't have the motivation to continue at all. This is the path I chose to take. Now, I think I'm paying for it. I think.
There's nothing wrong with the people on this college (CCS). CCS rocks man! Its just that, CS is slowly getting into my nerves. Its eating my life away.
This is ridiculous. Never in my 18 years of existence did I imagine myself in this crossroad. Shall I go or shall I stay? If I go, I take the easy way out. I quit on myself. But on the other hand, I never imagined myself taking this program. And, I have to admit, up until now I don't see myself working for an IT firm. Lest being a programmer.
My instincts are telling me to go. But a part of myself is telling me to stay on. But I can't take it anymore. The pressures, the hell weeks, the programs, some teachers ah basta. Parang ayoko na talaga. Plus, my accumulations are telling me something else.
Someone please help me out. I really need help about this.
Peace out!
"Success is not final, failure is not fatal: its the courage to continue that counts." - Sir Winston Churchill
I used to believe in this quote. But now, I don't really know. I'm REALLY contemplating on going to CSB. I don't know if its just because of my low grades and pride or I'm already sick and tired of comsci.
A few days ago, it was only "I think I lack motivation". Now, I don't have the motivation to continue at all. This is the path I chose to take. Now, I think I'm paying for it. I think.
There's nothing wrong with the people on this college (CCS). CCS rocks man! Its just that, CS is slowly getting into my nerves. Its eating my life away.
This is ridiculous. Never in my 18 years of existence did I imagine myself in this crossroad. Shall I go or shall I stay? If I go, I take the easy way out. I quit on myself. But on the other hand, I never imagined myself taking this program. And, I have to admit, up until now I don't see myself working for an IT firm. Lest being a programmer.
My instincts are telling me to go. But a part of myself is telling me to stay on. But I can't take it anymore. The pressures, the hell weeks, the programs, some teachers ah basta. Parang ayoko na talaga. Plus, my accumulations are telling me something else.
Someone please help me out. I really need help about this.
Peace out!
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