HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

You annoy me with your childish rhetoric when you know you're no longer one.

You annoy me with your ways of handling your money. Like a lady.

You annoy me with your way of answering "secret" to almost every question in this world.

You annoy me with your brand of shutting me out sometimes.

You annoy me with your nonsensical whims about your workmates.

I hate it when you talk about your ex and how you just can't seem to fucking get over him after whatever it is he did to you. Jesus.

And I absolutely hate it when you tell someone you're not ready when in fact you can be if you only wanted to.

Let's face it. This list can go on and on. And on. And on and on and on. I hate a lot of things about you. I really do.

But, why, for the love of me, can't I shake you off my head it's making me go crazy about you is beyond me. And I mean, I abso-f'ing-lutely, crazy, truly, madly, deeply can't stop thinking about you, it's already criminal. Please end my misery already.

Falling in love is so hard on the knees. *sigh*