Monday, September 05, 2005

MY SO-CALLED SEMBREAK
Before I begin, I just want to say that the sembreak we had was like a blink of an eye. More on this later.

I. block outing
This was supposed to be called a block outing or s15 block outing. But due to circumstances that suddenly popped up, many s15 peeps backed out. So it looked like more non-s15 was in the outing than s15 peeps. This year's outing was not as fun as it used to like in the previous years, maybe because we didi the exact same things [drink, wait for sunrise, play basketball and eat]. It maybe was also good that the rain fell for some of us got some much-needed rest at bj's place. I don't know but if you'll ask me, the outing was a "has-been". Well, its just me.

II. course card day
This was the day I used to despise when I was still in La Salle. You know that feeling wherein you feel cold and uneasy because of the grades you might get. I've been on the shorter ends of those course card day deals. But this term's was a bit different. For the first time since I stepped into college, I was actually looking forward to this course card day. And what do you know, I suddenly found myself in the Dean's List. I'm not hallucinating here or something. I, Vincent Earl Ramos, am in the Dean's List. Wow.
GPA: 3.1818

III. uncertainties
I don't know why, but when I found out that I'm in the Dean's List, it wasn't the feeling I expected, like "wow DL ako! woohoo!". What I actually felt was "ok, DL ako. so?" It's like nothing makes me happy nowadays. Even the archers' victories in the UAAP doesn't change what I feel either. Its like everything is just one big vicious cycle wherein I get something good sometimes, something bad all the time. As vague as it sounds, I just want to study and study and study. I feel like even though I'm in the DL, I still haven't proven anything to my family, my friends, especially to my parents. I want to show them what I can really do. Time to get serious, I think.

IV. layout change
I found this Matrix-themed layout wherein the trademark matrix numbers were passing by the screen. But, as I published my journal, I found out that the layout I found didn't have space for archives. Being the retrospective guy that I am, I always want to look at the past for no certain reason. Owel. Good thing I had a window opened and my old layout was there. Whew.

Well, what do you know, I already have classes tomorrow. Hence the title.

Peace out!

P.S.: wondering what happened to my layout? I was trying to change it, but I changed my mind. But it was too late because I have already published the new skin. So here I am, with a worthless skin, cannot publish an entry. Please bear with me while I work [or find] on a new skin. Peace!

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