HELL WEEK
Actually it was not really that kind of hell week. Its just that, I've had 1 dep exam, 1 math quiz and a supposed project-making session at emvin's house. I'm tired. Well almost.
I've been thinking about this for weeks now. I just have to get it off and let it out of the bag. I want to go to ST. I know I can't and will not be able to comprehend ST but I just want to get out of IT. Don't get me wrong, I love IT. Its just that... Basta.
And another thing. I've been getting this feeling of separation from some s15 peeps. Separation as in you know, you can't relate to what they are talking about (besides dbapdev), and some other stuff. I'm not naming names. It's just that no matter how hard I try to reach out to these people, I just can't seem to get their attention. Alam mo yun, kahit hi nga lang minsan wala. Tititigan ka lang na parang hindi ka kilala. Tapos pag nasa paligid ka nila parang nai-intimidate ka na kasi may parang something sa kanila na ganoon ang mararamdaman mo. But this is the thing. You used to be close to some of these people. Ngayon parang may sarili na silang mundo. Parang kung sinong singaw na lang akong nawala sa buhay nila. But its alright. I can live with that. I'm cool.
You know me. I maybe paranoid. Or maybe it is the truth. What if I'm right? Or what if I'm wrong? I surely hope I'm wrong.
But what the hell. Since I love s15 peeps too much, I might just keep it to myself. Ayoko na lang ng gulo. Pagod na ako sa gulo.
Repeat: feeling ko lang ito. Its not necessarily true. Hey, I'm not washing my dirty laundry in public, I'm just telling what I feel. This is my blog, anyway.
Anyway on the highway, we watched a supposed musical entitled "HIP" for our filipi2. There was supposedly a plus in our grades. Sayang. Even though we had to travel to UPD(UP Diliman) and pay P225 for the ticket. It wasn't that bad. But it wasn't that good either. Also watched "Alexander" yesterday with anco, bert, frytz & kester. I thought it would be a good movie. I was dead wrong. Where did you ever see a motion picture wherein a supposed myth of ethical proportions was turned into a public exposure of the man's weaknesses, including affections for the same sex. What a shame. Total disappointment, at least for the plot and the story. The graphics and the scenery were excellent, especially the "war" scenes. If you're a violent person you will surely love this movie. It will not disappoint you, violence-wise. I idolize alexander for conquering the eastern world at the tender age of 25. But to waste his life for a man? Literally speaking, a man?? Its terrible, for lack of a worse term.
I know I'm a terrible writer sometimes. I'll try my best to do better in the entries to come.
Peace out!
Actually it was not really that kind of hell week. Its just that, I've had 1 dep exam, 1 math quiz and a supposed project-making session at emvin's house. I'm tired. Well almost.
I've been thinking about this for weeks now. I just have to get it off and let it out of the bag. I want to go to ST. I know I can't and will not be able to comprehend ST but I just want to get out of IT. Don't get me wrong, I love IT. Its just that... Basta.
And another thing. I've been getting this feeling of separation from some s15 peeps. Separation as in you know, you can't relate to what they are talking about (besides dbapdev), and some other stuff. I'm not naming names. It's just that no matter how hard I try to reach out to these people, I just can't seem to get their attention. Alam mo yun, kahit hi nga lang minsan wala. Tititigan ka lang na parang hindi ka kilala. Tapos pag nasa paligid ka nila parang nai-intimidate ka na kasi may parang something sa kanila na ganoon ang mararamdaman mo. But this is the thing. You used to be close to some of these people. Ngayon parang may sarili na silang mundo. Parang kung sinong singaw na lang akong nawala sa buhay nila. But its alright. I can live with that. I'm cool.
You know me. I maybe paranoid. Or maybe it is the truth. What if I'm right? Or what if I'm wrong? I surely hope I'm wrong.
But what the hell. Since I love s15 peeps too much, I might just keep it to myself. Ayoko na lang ng gulo. Pagod na ako sa gulo.
Repeat: feeling ko lang ito. Its not necessarily true. Hey, I'm not washing my dirty laundry in public, I'm just telling what I feel. This is my blog, anyway.
Anyway on the highway, we watched a supposed musical entitled "HIP" for our filipi2. There was supposedly a plus in our grades. Sayang. Even though we had to travel to UPD(UP Diliman) and pay P225 for the ticket. It wasn't that bad. But it wasn't that good either. Also watched "Alexander" yesterday with anco, bert, frytz & kester. I thought it would be a good movie. I was dead wrong. Where did you ever see a motion picture wherein a supposed myth of ethical proportions was turned into a public exposure of the man's weaknesses, including affections for the same sex. What a shame. Total disappointment, at least for the plot and the story. The graphics and the scenery were excellent, especially the "war" scenes. If you're a violent person you will surely love this movie. It will not disappoint you, violence-wise. I idolize alexander for conquering the eastern world at the tender age of 25. But to waste his life for a man? Literally speaking, a man?? Its terrible, for lack of a worse term.
I know I'm a terrible writer sometimes. I'll try my best to do better in the entries to come.
Peace out!
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