AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Please bear with me, I'm not really thinking straight right now. Wanna know why?

First, today was supposed to be my cousin's treat for his brithday. Nada.

Second, I was supposed to go to Macbeth, a csb-produced play with shirley as member of the cast. Again, another nada.

Second term is fast approaching. I have to do good now. This is a make or break term. If I make good, I'll stay. If I don't, it means adios. My mom wants me to transfer to DLSU - Dasma. Sheesh.

I have made up my mind. I will try (repeat: try) to control myself and focus on my studies. I'm not saying I've given up hope on her. Its just that I have to put my attention to my studies which, as you all know, is not sailing really smooth.

Let me repeat, I love you. I really love you. Its just that circumstances got in the way. Alam kong alam mo kung ano ang kailangan kong ayusin. I will still be here for you no matter what happens. Just call my name.

As for me, I have to chill out. Live out my life and dreams. I have finally figured out whats wrong. Why I always feel this way. Live out one day at a time. Things will be back to normal. I hope.

Am i making any sense? I'm sorry if I'm not.

I'll make it up next time.

Its ber month already.

PAGASA says our weather will start getting colder on September 23. Yehey. I can't wait. I love cold weather.

Gotta go.

Peace out!