MAYBE
I've got to tell you something. Something that I really wanted to blog since yesterday.

Yesterday, I went home early for no apparent reason. Maybe I was just tired. Or maybe I was sleepy. Or maybe I was thinking too much. But what the hell. Anyway, as traffic consumed the metro (again, I was on the bus for about 2 hours), I thought about what I was going through. While I was looking to the sea at coastal road, I thought "this is a shame. I'm talking to everyone about my problem." Not knowing I SHOULD solve my problems alone. I, me, myself. Its sad to see that my chances of being friends with her are thinning down each day. That is no longer a surprise. But, it still saddens me to know that I'm longing for a person that didn't want me in the first place.

Anyway, as I went down the bus, I saw the horizon. The sunset. I haven't seen the sun while walking home for a very long time now. And that scene made me think. I thought "this is a nice view. I've never appreciated such beauty for the longest time." That scene was really relaxing, with all the things that are happening to me, its ok to reflect somewhat. Maybe someday we'll be friends again. Someday. Or maybe I'm just dreaming. Wishful thinking. Maybe.

"Always look on the bright side of life." You think so?

Maybe.

Peace out!

P.S.: To all those who sent theirs advices from my last entry, my sincere thank you's. From the bottom of my heart. Thank you. May God bless you all.